today's thursday. 8 days to summative4 exam.
i don't know what happen lately but i got too obsessed with extra-curricular activities.
karaoke-ing, watching movies, swimming but why no studying??
what is happening to me...
when ayah called last night, i felt like crying and i miss home so much. and now i still feel like crying.
i miss ayah, i miss ibu, i miss opah, i miss wan, i miss adik, and i miss you.
i want to go HOME. away from all this studying and stressful thoughts.
yes. you can see me smiling, laughing but you never know what's inside.
what do i feel? insecurity. sadness. stress. scared. all the negatives.
stupid me. hey brain, can you work faster? i have a lot to catch up. hate myself when i'm like this.
good luck soup! i know you can do it ;)
ReplyDelete@alia : thanks
ReplyDeletegood luck..
ReplyDeleteby the way.. bila sekali kita dah berjauhan dgn family, selamanya kita begitu.. bila kita balik, dah xleyh dah nak dok lame2 kat umah family.. rasa mcm kejap je kan semua berlalu.. rasa mcm baru semalam kita jadi budak2..huhu..\
anyway.. baca Al-Quran byk2.. InsyaAllah tenang perasaan.. berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul.. kan??
sesungguhnya everything has its own hidden secret.. maybe ada emas ke mane tau kan?? cheer up honey.. dnt be sad..=)